Tuesday, 24 June 2008

Looking to tomorrow

Tomorrow is my follow up hospital appointment, meaning it's been just over 3 months now since the erpc and miscarriage, and to be honest I feel like I'm in a fairly good place with it all. Been a bit in brain overdrive regarding the appointment, reading up on mullerian anomalies, how best to differentiate between bicornuate and septate, reading about uterus didelphys, HSGs, laparoscopies and hysteroscopies. However regarding the miscarriage I just feel really peaceful about the whole thing, yes sad and upset, but I know that God has given me so much peace and strength, and the support I've had from people has been lovely. I actually feel more peaceful now then I did with the ttc before we got pregnant if that makes sense. At the time I was finding pregnancy announcements increasingly difficult whereas now I just feel much more calm about it.

Anyway I think the thing that I'm partially feeling nervous about is the starting to ttc again. It took us nearly 11 months last time, which isn't very long in the grand scheme of things and compared to how long these things can take I know it isn't bad, I'm just hoping it will be quicker this time!

I shall update after my appointment anyway. I shall go armed with a notebook and pen, and hopefully I shall see some of the lovely people not some of the incompetent ones!

Oh and for those only here for the photography and art here is the picture I submitted for this months photo challenge. The theme was 'I hate' and I chose these wonderful creations



Lorna said...

I'll be praying for you tomorrow sweetie. Peace is really good, and you and I both know that has come from God, who is obviously in your situation. Lots of love, Lorna x x x

Nicki MacRae said...

Will be thinking of you today Lovie, I hope you get answers and comfort from your appointment...

Bernardeena said...

Thank you both for your lovely comments. I really appreciate it.